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1.15.2013
I feel like I'm in need of an 80's music marathon. Not sad songs; more like, "Life has unexpected twists sometimes, and you gotta just go with the flow!" songs. Maybe some Bryan Adams...
Nick and I broke up today. Not that it's much of a surprise. I was expecting it to happen. Heck, I was planning it all out, and I was going to talk to him tomorrow. But he had other plans apparently. This morning he knocked on my door completely unexpectedly and broke the news. I'm a little depressed, as is normal for a breakup, and I teared up when we were talking, but I'm not entirely devastated Entirely? Fuck that. Not sad enough. Not feeling enough. It's real and it happened and I feel like maybe I'm a bit of a bitch because even though he loved me, I feel more melancholy than heart-broken.
I'm going to get myself a strong latte and go to Spanish. Bye.