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8.05.2012
“You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you, but he loves you. And you feel like you’ve done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you’re tired. You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and you’re trying not to tell him that you love him, and you’re trying to choke down the feeling, and you’re trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you’ve discovered something you didn’t even have a name for.”Can't this just be me, please?
— Richard Siken, Crush
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I am feeling a little weird today. Everything has frustrated me. From my stupid towel falling onto the wet bathroom floor, to finding hair in my bagels, my headphone chord getting tangled, mosquitos in my room, it's all been a complete mess. The upside is that the internet is working great today, and Jennifer gave me a whole bag of fresh blueberries because she loves me. Yay for fruit and friends. I think I'll tumblr a bit and make myself love life again. Perhaps play some FFR as well. Get that stress out. May post later.


