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6.30.2011
Going crazy here. Listening to M.I.A. Eating chips I got on sale.
I've been working the regular amount - 5 days a week. Sometimes I'd like to work more. More often than not -none at all. I figure that's how it'll be forever.My days off consist of next to nothing. I practically sleep all day Wednesday, and then I'm at the internet cafe Thursday. Usually for about 6 or 7 hours.
I have friends who I never hang out with. They are called co-workers. Supposedly I'm going to BINGO sometime with a girl, but I often get the feeling that she laughs because she thinks she has to, not because she likes me. I might just be a paranoid loner.
Friends are important to me. I feel like I need people around me in order to be my best. Not really getting that at this time. I'm hoping I'll feel better in University. Most likely I'll be the loneliest I've ever been. It seems to work that way.
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows comes out in less than a month, and it's starting to look like nobody will be going afterall. I would love to see it, but I'm not going alone.
Can you guess what I do for fun? I go to movies on Cheap Tuesday Nights (tickets for $5) by myself, watch an early show, then sneak into the later one without paying for it. I also hide ice-cream at the bottom of my slushies so they charge me less.
Oh, my life is certainly interesting.
Canada day is tomorrow, and I close at work. I'm going to miss the fireworks, which is definitely not awesome. But, there is a pancake breakfast at 9, so maybe I'll go by myself to that...
My mum had texted me this morning, wanting to spend the day with me, but she doesn't think that is going to happen afterall. I'd love to see my family again, if only for a few hours. They still might come into town later today for a pre-Canada Day dinner. I really hope so.
Though the town is swarming with thousands of people, human contact feels so slim.
There is a creppy local man sitting across from me in the cafe. Honestly, I see him every day, and he scares me a bit. Blocking out his stares.
GET THAT FOOT AWAY FROM MY FOOT!
...he's gone now.
I've been constantly worried about University. I have already applied, been accepted into my program and into student housing, but I have a a millions fees in July, and not so much money to pay them with. I know I always joke about living on noodles and soup, but that is going to be my reality. I cannot afford to buy anything else for the next 7 months.
Edit: New blogskin! 5:57pm
Teqkilla
M.I.A. ft. Nicki Minaj
Teqkilla
M.I.A. ft. Nicki Minaj
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6.27.2011
So, hey. How is life?
I never post anymore. I never have the chance. I'd like to do that now.
But, the Library is closing, and I have to run.
Sorry, guys. I'll be here tomorrow and I'll post then.
For now, here is a little piece of my life: Hitting the Fan