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2.28.2010
On Friday our Jeep arrived in town, and that afternoon we headed out to Calgary to pick up Melissa from the airport. The ride was comfortable enough. It seems the parental units made a grande choice. Cannot wait until it's warm enough to ride without the top, and the doors.
As Melissa was not arriving at the airport until Saturday morning, we stayed overnight at a Holiday Inn Express, which I must say, was very nicely decorated. Plus one for the interior designer. The next morning, we picked up Melissa. It's nice to have her back with us, but I do kind of feel bad for her having to sleep on the couch.
That may not be for very long though, as she has an interview with Lush on Wed in Banff. You see, the family stopped there on the way back, and Melissa and I applied for various jobs around the area. We handed out a lot of applications, and got a few bites. Turns out, I have a very good opportunity at United Colors of Benetton (hooray for knowing people who know people), and, as it happens, also have an interview for Wed. Cross fingers that I get it. It's a great store, with wonderful people.
Canada won Olympic Gold in Mens Ice Hockey today. It was an intense game, with Crosby scoring the winning goal at 7:10 in OT. Nerve-wracking and amazing.
Congrats to the team for doing such an amazing job.
Congrats to the team for doing such an amazing job.
...and whooping the American's arse.
We have now broken the record for most golds scored by a host country at one game. That's something special.
Closing Ceremonies in less than 10 minutes. Let's get this show on the road!
Closing Ceremonies in less than 10 minutes. Let's get this show on the road!
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2.24.2010
I remember bits and peices of my dream last night. Little scenes. Freeze frames.
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A new road branching off to two roads, but there are really three - I couldn't see the third one until I needed to turn back from the place the first ones led me to.
Morgan and I were driving. Everything was shades of brown. The road stretched on forever. After one turn, we pulled over. Walked a couple hundred feet. She asked me why, and I didn't know. So she kept walking. A police officer pulled up beside us - angry that we'd park a car in the middle of the highway and walk away. I told him we wanted to walk for a while, but we'd go back. He left. We went back to the car, and drove to Fairmont. Morgan disappeared.
In a purple car - Josh Nyrose' purple Honda Accord - at a gas station...in Calgary. There was a lot of snow on the ground, but I was wearing a t-shirt and jeans.
I had a fur jacket that I kept putting on and then taking it off because I'd have panic attacks when I wore it. It had 5 buttons. They were black.
Kim and I rode with josh to a house. I don't know what the outside looked like. The inside was the image of the inside of a house of an old friend I met 15 years ago. I was wearing my coat. I was panicking. Josh and I were talking - saying only 3 words each to each other periodically, which was more than Kim. I don't remember her talking. He and I were flirting. Laughing. Making jokes. Short jokes, I suppose. I felt extremely happy.
I went to the washroom to undo my coat. Terrified. I was way too hot. I remember feeling I had to get out or something bad would happen. Kim was in a stall somewhere behind me, but they were all open, and a tall, skinny woman was leaning against the wall in the handicapped stall. She was black. She didn't have any eyes.
Ben Linus told me to stay put in the house. He was scared. He said not to move from my spot on the counter. I was in front of the windows. For a while. For a long, long time. I tried not to breathe, but I don't remember breathing then.
Two men were outside the window in the snow. They were tall and hadn't shaved for weeks. Blonde and a color I didn't recognize. One grabbed a nitrogen bomb and started walking towards to window. I scrambled off the kitchen counter, and sat on the floor. The kitchen was white. The island was huge.
The men came through the living room door. They were talking in muffled tones. I couldn't hear them. They were walking around me. Terrified, I crawled away from them whenever they moved. Any direction I could. Into the living room. One man had green eyes.
I crawled around the half wall. Ben Linus was lying on living room floor, propped up on his elbows. Nonchalant. I realized the men could not see me. They didn't have a bomb anymore. The living room door was brown and 3 inches thick.
I was breathing now - deep, slow breathes. I remember being surprised that I could. On the other side of this half-wall, there were lots of shoes - dirty shoes - and lots of coats hanging on racks on the wall. There was another door.
Then I was outside. Ben was standing, and only one man was there - the blonde one - with a gun. He was laughing at Ben, and shooting him. The bullets never hit Ben, but he was in pain, I could tell. The man was rambling on about boots - white and blue fluffy snow boots - and how he needed them now, or he'd make the bullet's hit.
I had those boots on. I remember slipping them on while inside the house. I don't remember why.
They felt amazing on my feet. They had 2 laces. One on each side, that went vertically through the boot. The sole was flat. I pulled the strings and the boots tightened snugly around my legs. I tied them. I think.
The man could see me now. He turned to me. His lair was long. Too long. It disgusted me.
He was shooting at me. I could see sparks fly as each bullet was fired from his pistol. There wasn't much snow on the ground anymore.
I was scared I'd get hit, so I walked towards a hill across the nearest ditch, and grabbed a thick bended branch from a brush pile and turned back towards the man who was shooting at me.
I realized I wasn't injured. The gun had jammed. I walked towards him with the branch. He was kneeling, scared and frantic. Trying to fix his weapon. My boots felt really, really heavy. I hit him. Twice. It never made contact, as far as I could see. The man never moved again.
Ben disappeared. It started to snow. My dream ended.
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Not really surprised Ben was in my dream. Afterall, i did was LOST last night.
A prank call woke me up from my dream.
"Hello. This is an automated message for Mr. Fat Cheesburger."
Thanks, assholes.
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2.22.2010
A little while ago, I created a Tumblr account. It was before I because obsessed with it, when I was a wee little T-Virgin. I had thought then that, in order to view Tumblr blogs, I'd need an account.
Hah! What was I thinking? Anyhoos, yesterday I decided that it was high time I update it into a real blog. And by real I mean overload it with wonderful pictures and inspirational prattle.
*name is subject to change CONSTANTLY.
My Blogger blog will continue as always (not that it's being updated a whole lot lately), however, it shall be for posts on my daily life, and Tumblr shall be for what I stated above. Capiche?
x o x o
I am feeling fat lately. Really fat. And I've hummed and hawed over exercising, and now I've finally decided to do it. Hooray me.
So, I'm thinking it will be a morning thing, probably around 10 and on until lunch. Still debating what I am going to do for moves and such, but I'll figure that out today. Definitely a lot of crunches and lunges. >>; ew.
x o x o
Homecoming (DiscoTech Remix) ♥
Where'd You Go by Fort Minor ♥
Song For Mutya (Out of Control) by Groove Armada ♥
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2.15.2010
[taken from dcq-little-dream[dot]tumblr[dot]com]
01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.
02. You have been in a serious relationship before.
03. You own an iPod of some sort.
04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. You drink too much alcohol.
06. You have been to the Olive Garden.
07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. It is really cold in your house right now.
09. You are extremely dependent on others.
10. You do not like to express your feelings in front of others.
11. You ate a lot of food today.
12. It doesn’t take much for you to cry.
13. People consider you a sappy sort of person.
14. Someone in your family is rich.
15. You have been to Disney World or Disneyland before.
16. You hate when people constantly talk about themselves.
17. You are a good listener, but you hate complainers.
18. Someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.
19. You have had a serious surgery.
20. Your house has a spare bedroom.
21. Your house is old.
22. You have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. You have never held a baby before.
24. You can’t handle toddlers.
25. You have a painting in your room.
26. You have been to Canada.
27. You have been to Mexico.
28. You love cherry flavored lollipops.
29. You celebrate Easter.
30. You observe Lent.
31. You are Catholic.
32. You do not believe in God.
33. Religion is not important to you.
35. You would rather have more sons than daughters.
36. You have more aunts than uncles.
37. You hate being too cold.
38. You currently are way more tan than everyone else.
39. You wear shoes in your house.
40. Your parents are clean freaks.
41. You are more messy than clean.
42. You are currently angry at someone.
43. Patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. Your desk is extremely clean.
45. Your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.
46. When you hear “black & white” it reminds you of Katy Perry’s ‘Hot n Cold’ song.
47. You have no clue what that song is.
48. You think rap artists are completely pathetic.
49. You are glad George Bush is out of office.
50. Politics are boring to you.
51. You take a vitamin daily.
52. You feel like you are sick often.
53. You hate throwing up
54. You think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk at school with no napkin.
55. You also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.
56. You are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s ass was.
57. You love getting bubble baths.
58. You do not like chocolate at all.
59. You are allergic to nuts or some nuts.
60. You have been stung by a bee before.
61. You have been to the emergency room before for something.
62. One of your parents is 50 or older.
63. You are the baby of your immediate family.
64. You hate broccoli.
65. Cooked carrots are good, though.
66. You go on tumblr too much.
67. You are really comfortable right now.
68. You like witty t-shirts.
69. You are a major fan of underground bands.
70. You have been on an airplane before.
71. You are not afraid of heights.
72. You consider yourself paranoid.
73. You have had a panic attack/ breakdown before.
74. The thought of being old and alone bothers you.
75. You would choose the elderly over children.
76. You feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.
77. You have smoked weed before.
78. You think it’s way too cold outside right now.
79. You love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning.
80. You would rather go to bed early and get up early.
81. You feel like the early bird catches the worm.
82. You are a big breakfast eater.
83. You are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. You are craving something salty.
85. You have been in a car today.
86. There is something plugged in near you.
87. You have heard of the TV show “Private Practice.”
88. You do not like medical television shows.
89. You prefer horror to comedies.
90. You adore Leo & Kate.
91. You think high-waisted pants look good.
92. You hate cheesy movies.
93. You enjoy camping out.
94. Bugs don’t bother you.
95. You do well in school without trying.
96. You are extremely jealous of someone currently.
97. You feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
98. You like energy drinks.
99. You like italics.
100. You know the entire script of Mean Girls.
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2.10.2010
I've been looking for a job for the past 3 weeks and I haven't found one.
I even traveled into Calgary to look for one, and received no replies yet.
You think that would be enough hard work to satisfy my parents for at least a week. Apparently not.
I barely said 3 words to my dad this morning and "BAM!" he starts yelling at me. "You haven't found a job yet?! Why the hell not?! What are you doing? Get off that computer now and go look for a job! You are so lazy!"
...Thanks, dad. Good morning to you, too. By the way, I have a couple new blisters on my feet from walking around a city for 5 days!
-sighs-
Once again looking at schools. I'm leaning more towards the artsy bits. I know, I know. I'm so wishy-washy on my courses. That's because I really still don't know what I want to do with my life. I need to talk with my mum later tonight about application fees and such. Stupid schools, making me pay $100 to mail a piece of paper to them.
Snips:
○ LOST is back on! ♥ YES!
○ I finally bought some Blistex for my poor, chapped lips. 'Complete Moisture".
○ My cell phone is going to be cut off in (maybe) just over a week unless I pay. I guess that clinches it. No phone for mua!
○ Noki, I cannot visit you for a longo time. You must come to Invermere for Vacay in the Summer. :3
○ DEMIIII, hooray for posting. ♥
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2.08.2010
"I don't even know why I went there in the first place."
"I realized halfway through that I don't want to live there."
"So after all that hard work, I really actually hope nobody calls me back."
Yeah. Good work me. Going to Calgary and that's the fruits of my labor.
Yeah. Good work me. Going to Calgary and that's the fruits of my labor.
I must have handed out 30 or so resumes and filled out 10 applications, not to mention some interviews, and now looking back on it, I really, really, really, really can't believe that I did that.
I mean, yeah, sure jobs, wooo. I'm not against taking a crappy job if it's only part-time and in a place I like to be and if it's just temporary for something greater, but geez. Living in CALGARY?! I don't want to move THERE.
...
So, I don't know what I'm going to do if I get a call back from some place. Tell them no, I guess.
-sigh-
I should probably apply for the schools I want and then get a job in one of those areas. Makes more sense to me.
Kelowna is probably my best option right now.
Ichaaaaa. So complicated.
Can't I just win the lottery or something, please?
pretty please?


