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11.10.2009

LIGHTS ~ "Face Up"
It's late and I am tired. Wish I could spark a smile.
The place is flying high but right now I wanna' be low.
Don't wanna' move an inch, let alone a million miles,
and I don't wanna' go, but I know I gotta' go.
I just want to feel alive.
The time you don't want to wake up
'Cause in your sleep it's never over when you give up.
The sun is always gonna' rise up
You need to get up. Gotta' keep your head up.
Look at the people all around you.
The way you feel is something everybody goes through.
Dark out, but you still gotta' light up.
You need to wake up. Gotta' keep your face up.
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And that's me.
That song is the only thing that is keeping me going right now. It's now the the number one song on my iTunes.
That, and my amazing friend. Love you guys.

So, right, life. It's a bit crazy right now. Sorting through belts, and booking plane tickets, and debating whether to live entirely off fruit or rice for the next month. I thought I had a pretty good idea of what I was doing, and what I was getting into. It just seems that every time I talk to my dad, I end up being confused about everything. I don't even know why I asked him for advice this time.
Well, in any case, I re-ran everything through my head again, ignored most of dad's advice, and re-arranged plans. I'm going to talk to Lisa tomorrow (my landlady) and see what I can do about time; an extra couple days, and mailing the rent money to her to hold the place. I'm almost positive she'll be okay with it.
With all the boxes I'm going to have, I've figured that Greyhound will be necessary for delivery there. Plane fare is being handled by my parents for the moment, until I'm settled in and can pay them back. That's being bought tomorrow (hopefully.)
I've been packing a lot, and still things have to be done. It's such a pain.
Still pretty psyched to be living there. Once things get ironed out, I'm sure I'll be even happier.

My trip to Kamloops and Victoria. It's all such a blur now. I wish I'd blogged while I was there, 'cause now that I'm home I've forgotten so much.
I'll remember a little bit more in a while and I'll add them to the growing list of trip things in my notebook. Then I'll post them here. Eventually.

~K.L.

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